Speechless wednesday!!!

Assalamualaikum~


I'm writing from my iphone juz to feel the different with the small keyboard compare to the bigger keyboard at ipad (sounds like gadget freak from apple product)


Ok back to the topic..today, 27th June 2012 i was really shocked coz i juz got suprise from my one and only beloved ehemm2!!!



I'm speechless went my name was called from outside n one man come with a bouquet of flower to my office..



No words can describe my heartbeat that tym..i too shocked even i cant say any thanks word to the dealer of florist..dangggg



Sayangggg i wanna cry out loud to ur ears!!!!
I miss u and i love u alot!!!!
day by day this feeling grew faster even i cant resist anymore my feelin towards u is sincere...i accept you as u are



And the meanin of 9 stalks of red roses is too sweet to share here. Frankly speakin i even dunno the meaning of that until my ofismates ask me to search for that meaning through google.



Luckily i got it what u means!!!too sweet syg!!!my tear drops all over again when wrote this entry..thanks syg thanks for everythin..thanks for believe me thanks to accept me as i am



Till then, i pray for our happiness!!!mmuahhhhh 😍😍😍

Dua haribulan enam dua ribu dua belas

Assalamualaikum~



Apa khabar anda semua??rasanya bru satu entry untuk bulan ini yg sempat dikarang.Hmmm kesibukan menjaga ofis keseorangan adalah alasan plg kukuh mengapa blog ini terbiar tidak diconteng..maafkan ak!!


Enty ini sepatutnya dikarang sehari selepas kejadian penting yg terjadi dlm hidup taun ini.Tetapi disebabkan hal yg tak dpt dielakkan terpaksa memendam niat menaip dgn penuh perasaan.Jadinya hari ni bru berkesempatan mencoret mengulang mengingat apa yg telah terjadi tiga mggu lepas.heheee



So whats point should i start?!hmmm
Hmmmm to the lucky one try to recalled back to what just happen that time.its like too soon to happen n i juz cant realized the time has come to us.


Ok mari bercerita~~

Setelah bersetuju menerima si dia sebagai bakal suami,tarikh 2 June 2012 telah terpilih untuk ehemm2 datang ke rumah tuk sesi suai kenal katanya.Ikut apa yg org lain ckp ni bukan sesi suai kenal antara family tp lebih kepada adat merisik ( melayu habis haaa start dr adat merisik)


Adoiii cuak takut toksah nk ckp la woiii.Seminggu sebelum tarikh da rasa tak nak blk kg tak nak jmpa family dia sbb malu nyer pasal.Ada jgak terfikir nk lari dr umah sbb segan mengatasi segalanya.Hebat tak dramaaa ak?!


Mujurlah berfikir secara logik dan kuatkan hati dgn berkata alaa buat relax sudah nk jmpa je kan bkn nyer dorg nk mkn ak..so persiapan tuk menyambut kedatangan ehem2 dibuat sehabis baik.Maklumlah ibu mmg suka masak habis segala starter meal,main menu n dessert dia sediakan.ak tlg yg mana ptt je.ibu buat nasi beriani..sedap uolsss tp ak mkn skit je sbb nervous la kata sampai tak lalu mkn.


Seawal pg da bersiap pkai bju yg ibu kata cntik.bju kaler ijau beli dkt butik peace collection (kau da kenapa promote butik plak)..eheee selingan jap sbb tgh necess.hmm dlm duk kelam kabut pg tu ada plak si dia ni wr gabra antar msg da nk smpi baling pdhal tym tu kul 8..hadoiiii rupanya tipu jeee mati terkejut la ktorg if btul2 smpai awl sbb lauk tuk mkn suma xready lg (jga2 nt nk buat dia cuak blk)


Haha selepas tggu lebih kurang 2 jam sepatutnya da smpai da tp sbb sesat jd cuak tu trus xda tggl jd kelakar lak salah msuk jln.kekekeee so part yg org diskus2 tu kita skip ye tak elok amik tau
apa org tua ckp2..pas mkn bru cincin disarungkan..wuhuhuuu tym tu tak tau nk rasa apa debar pun ada suka pun ada cuak pun ada..sbb ada cincin kt tgn rasa mcm ada tggungjwb pasni.
Sambil opahnya menyarung cincin di jari sambil tu opah ckp semoga kekal bahagia hingga akhir hayat..sebakk terukk besar sgt rasa ayat tu..tak tau mampu ke tak nk pikul suma tu..huhu


Lepas tu sesi bergambar dua2 family..tym ni da tak cuak necess da..da boleh sembang borak2 mcm biasa..



Semua ok kecuali satu je plg tak puas ati org tu duduk kerusi ujung pastu curi2 pandang kita..arghhhh sgguh tak adil tak adil asyk pndang2 kita..kita nk pndang dia pun tak berani..malu nyer pasal..hehe nk ckp kt sini dia chubby tp tetap comel.bila pandang muka dia rasa tenang je..hehe ok ckup tak nak puji lebih2 nt kembang idung tu..



To my beloved one,thanks for everything!!Thanks for ur courage to propose me and want me as ur future wife!!I'm not perfect but i'll try my best to be solehah wife one day..hopefully it will last forever



p/s: Ada satu hari kami gaduh giler2 smpai tahap ak rasa tak nak kwen..tapi bila diberi nasihat oleh dia trus sedar silap sndri.rupanya ada iblis yg akan ganggu salah sorg pasangan yg nk kwen.huhuuu maafkanku selalu buat hal..buat sesiapa yg membaca entry ini tolong doakan yg terbaik untuk kami.tolong tetapkan hatiku.Aminn ya Rabb~~

It's just tomorrow

Assalamualaikum~


May all of you bask with the Allah bless and mercy..i try to write it short just to express my emotional state of imbalance towards tomorrow event..


Sometimes what happen in life it just happen with Allah's will.We cannot neither deny nor just let it go..We need to have faith in Him and believe wuteva happen have a good reason.That's what occur to me right now.


Although i still feel like i'm dreamin
and wanna change my status too soon but i stillI regret of being taken..haha loser me can think like that in this situation.


For the one that always support and give me courage to endure and together create a new path in my life i wish u Thank You!!!You make me realized changing status is good for a better future..huhu i felt like crying while writing the post like this.



Hopefully, one day i will read back this post and laugh together with you..that tym i will admit how silly i'm dun wanna
married bcoz afraid of being old and have responsible..haha



P/s:So,the day is tomorrow!!!I beg a thousand doa from yours..Hopefully
everything gonna be fine..aminnn