Life is like a circle

Assalamualaikum~


Alhamdulillah, either we aware or not tonight we are entering to 21th of ramadhan.I'm too bad not wish inside my blog about ramadhan earlier.Hopefully all ours ibadah already accepted by Allah s.w.t



In realization of the age of 25 diz coming december,i keep thinking about what already happen and what will happen in my future life. I actually don't why i always thinking about that although i have a lot of stuff and matter more important to entertain to.Maybe i was entering a phase to be a mature person (hopefully)



Back to my childhood life, i always wondering why it's took longer time to be a mature adult.I wanna have job,drve dream car and own a beautiful house.



However,that dream only stayed for a short period of time.As i grew older,life keep changing and i realized that what i want during my childhood time doesn't matter anymore.Frankly speaking, it's difficult when u're phasing from being dependent girl to ayah & ibu later to be an independent woman that will make all decision by ur own.


In life, sometimes u're happy, other times u're hurt, then u go for it, sometimes u move on,again u satisfied and unsatisfied..All those feelings and experiences are valuable coz not all ppl will undergo it..life thru experiences and learnt from hard way is better than heard a dramatic story of others..


Alhamdulillah, in my life up until now i experienced a lot and i as a muslimah will continue learning from the surrounding and ppl's life experience.i believe Allah already stored a priceless solution or in layman term called "hikmah" for every single thing happen in our live.just have faith and believe it!!


So,peeps let together we become a better ummah..lets doa for everyone we love, praying Allah always in our heart and soul every single minutes..Aamiin



p/s:it's too hard to be grateful and say Alhamdulillah in wteva we got every day?? Maka nikmat tuhan yg mana satu kamu dustakan (as reminder for myself)

Hujung minggu bersama kesayangan

Assalamualaikum~~


Apa kabar warga blog??adakah anda sihat??maaf baru dua mggu bertukar ke Hospital Ipoh masih cuba untuk menyesuaikan diri dgn suasana dan persekitaran di situ.Banyak yg mahu dicoret tp kesuntukan masa dan keletihan tahap tak terkata menghalang hasrat murni mahu mencoret sedikit kisah dan kejadian yg berlaku akhir-akhir ini.



Dari mana ingin bermula??owh itu sentiasa jadi masalah.Ok dipendekkan cerita seseorang yg sgt disayangi tanpa angin dan ribut hantar pesanan mahu turun ke KL pada mggu pertama puasa..omaiiiii haruslah rasa tak percaya.Rasa terharu sgt2.Tak manpu nak ckp apa2 kesian habiskan duit semata-mata nk berjumpa sehari..



Huhuhuuu..saya rindu anda!!!rindu sgt2 (padahal bru jmpa smlm).Rindu segalanya tentang anda.Rindu berborak bersama,berjalan bersama dan makan bersama.Sempat jgak bawa berjumpa dgn abg2.Rasa lega dah kenalkan dkt abg2.hihiii


::KEPADA KESAYANGAN::

Terima kasih atas segalanya
Terima kasih kerana terima diri seadanya
Terima kasih kerana sabar melayan kerenah diri ini yg kdg2 agak menjengkelkan
Terima kasih kerana belanja buka puasa (mengada pulak..haha)


Saat berjanji untuk bertemu
Diri ini sudah tak keruan
Hati ini sangat berdebar
Dan tiba saat dan masanya
Terasa bagai mimpi
Bertemu dgn org yg kita cintai
Di depan mata


Walau laut china selatan jadi pemisah
Walau sukar bertemu bertentang mata
Walau masa sgt mencemburui kita
Itu bukan penghalang
Untuk diri ini terus mencintaimu sepenuh jiwa



Buat yg tersayang
Tiada ucapan yg mampu ditafsirkan dgn kata-kata
Kerna kata- kata indah itu hanya milik Tuhan Yang Maha Kuasa



Diharapkan rasa yg diciptaNya
Kekal hingga ke syurga
Dengan penuh syahdu
Aku melafazkan kata rindu dan sayang kepadamu



Aminnn Ya Rabb


Yang merindu,
Si comel yg perasan muda (hihi)


p/s:InsyaAllah lagi 3 bulan akan bertukar status.Doakan yg terbaik buat kami :))

Rinduuuuu

Assalamualaikum~~


Anda di sana saya rinduuuu anda!!!


Update blog semata nak ckp tu ja..ok tata!!!

Antara cita dan cinta?!

Assalamualaikum~


Cita dan cinta
Dua kata hampir serupa
Cuma dipisahkan oleh
Satu abjad sahaja



Kedua-dua
Memberi makna
Yang besar
Dalam kehidupan


Antara dua
Mana yang kau pilih?!
Antara dua
Mana yang kau tagih?!



Aku masih di sini
Mencari ketenangan Ilahi
Dalam memilih yang terbaik



Kupohon
Hari-hari mendatang
Diberi kekuatan
Menempuh cabaran
Yang belum tentu
Putih atau kelabu



Aminnn..Ya Rabb


p/s:Decision is hard to made but finally redha Allah itu yg utama

Speechless wednesday!!!

Assalamualaikum~


I'm writing from my iphone juz to feel the different with the small keyboard compare to the bigger keyboard at ipad (sounds like gadget freak from apple product)


Ok back to the topic..today, 27th June 2012 i was really shocked coz i juz got suprise from my one and only beloved ehemm2!!!



I'm speechless went my name was called from outside n one man come with a bouquet of flower to my office..



No words can describe my heartbeat that tym..i too shocked even i cant say any thanks word to the dealer of florist..dangggg



Sayangggg i wanna cry out loud to ur ears!!!!
I miss u and i love u alot!!!!
day by day this feeling grew faster even i cant resist anymore my feelin towards u is sincere...i accept you as u are



And the meanin of 9 stalks of red roses is too sweet to share here. Frankly speakin i even dunno the meaning of that until my ofismates ask me to search for that meaning through google.



Luckily i got it what u means!!!too sweet syg!!!my tear drops all over again when wrote this entry..thanks syg thanks for everythin..thanks for believe me thanks to accept me as i am



Till then, i pray for our happiness!!!mmuahhhhh 😍😍😍

Dua haribulan enam dua ribu dua belas

Assalamualaikum~



Apa khabar anda semua??rasanya bru satu entry untuk bulan ini yg sempat dikarang.Hmmm kesibukan menjaga ofis keseorangan adalah alasan plg kukuh mengapa blog ini terbiar tidak diconteng..maafkan ak!!


Enty ini sepatutnya dikarang sehari selepas kejadian penting yg terjadi dlm hidup taun ini.Tetapi disebabkan hal yg tak dpt dielakkan terpaksa memendam niat menaip dgn penuh perasaan.Jadinya hari ni bru berkesempatan mencoret mengulang mengingat apa yg telah terjadi tiga mggu lepas.heheee



So whats point should i start?!hmmm
Hmmmm to the lucky one try to recalled back to what just happen that time.its like too soon to happen n i juz cant realized the time has come to us.


Ok mari bercerita~~

Setelah bersetuju menerima si dia sebagai bakal suami,tarikh 2 June 2012 telah terpilih untuk ehemm2 datang ke rumah tuk sesi suai kenal katanya.Ikut apa yg org lain ckp ni bukan sesi suai kenal antara family tp lebih kepada adat merisik ( melayu habis haaa start dr adat merisik)


Adoiii cuak takut toksah nk ckp la woiii.Seminggu sebelum tarikh da rasa tak nak blk kg tak nak jmpa family dia sbb malu nyer pasal.Ada jgak terfikir nk lari dr umah sbb segan mengatasi segalanya.Hebat tak dramaaa ak?!


Mujurlah berfikir secara logik dan kuatkan hati dgn berkata alaa buat relax sudah nk jmpa je kan bkn nyer dorg nk mkn ak..so persiapan tuk menyambut kedatangan ehem2 dibuat sehabis baik.Maklumlah ibu mmg suka masak habis segala starter meal,main menu n dessert dia sediakan.ak tlg yg mana ptt je.ibu buat nasi beriani..sedap uolsss tp ak mkn skit je sbb nervous la kata sampai tak lalu mkn.


Seawal pg da bersiap pkai bju yg ibu kata cntik.bju kaler ijau beli dkt butik peace collection (kau da kenapa promote butik plak)..eheee selingan jap sbb tgh necess.hmm dlm duk kelam kabut pg tu ada plak si dia ni wr gabra antar msg da nk smpi baling pdhal tym tu kul 8..hadoiiii rupanya tipu jeee mati terkejut la ktorg if btul2 smpai awl sbb lauk tuk mkn suma xready lg (jga2 nt nk buat dia cuak blk)


Haha selepas tggu lebih kurang 2 jam sepatutnya da smpai da tp sbb sesat jd cuak tu trus xda tggl jd kelakar lak salah msuk jln.kekekeee so part yg org diskus2 tu kita skip ye tak elok amik tau
apa org tua ckp2..pas mkn bru cincin disarungkan..wuhuhuuu tym tu tak tau nk rasa apa debar pun ada suka pun ada cuak pun ada..sbb ada cincin kt tgn rasa mcm ada tggungjwb pasni.
Sambil opahnya menyarung cincin di jari sambil tu opah ckp semoga kekal bahagia hingga akhir hayat..sebakk terukk besar sgt rasa ayat tu..tak tau mampu ke tak nk pikul suma tu..huhu


Lepas tu sesi bergambar dua2 family..tym ni da tak cuak necess da..da boleh sembang borak2 mcm biasa..



Semua ok kecuali satu je plg tak puas ati org tu duduk kerusi ujung pastu curi2 pandang kita..arghhhh sgguh tak adil tak adil asyk pndang2 kita..kita nk pndang dia pun tak berani..malu nyer pasal..hehe nk ckp kt sini dia chubby tp tetap comel.bila pandang muka dia rasa tenang je..hehe ok ckup tak nak puji lebih2 nt kembang idung tu..



To my beloved one,thanks for everything!!Thanks for ur courage to propose me and want me as ur future wife!!I'm not perfect but i'll try my best to be solehah wife one day..hopefully it will last forever



p/s: Ada satu hari kami gaduh giler2 smpai tahap ak rasa tak nak kwen..tapi bila diberi nasihat oleh dia trus sedar silap sndri.rupanya ada iblis yg akan ganggu salah sorg pasangan yg nk kwen.huhuuu maafkanku selalu buat hal..buat sesiapa yg membaca entry ini tolong doakan yg terbaik untuk kami.tolong tetapkan hatiku.Aminn ya Rabb~~

It's just tomorrow

Assalamualaikum~


May all of you bask with the Allah bless and mercy..i try to write it short just to express my emotional state of imbalance towards tomorrow event..


Sometimes what happen in life it just happen with Allah's will.We cannot neither deny nor just let it go..We need to have faith in Him and believe wuteva happen have a good reason.That's what occur to me right now.


Although i still feel like i'm dreamin
and wanna change my status too soon but i stillI regret of being taken..haha loser me can think like that in this situation.


For the one that always support and give me courage to endure and together create a new path in my life i wish u Thank You!!!You make me realized changing status is good for a better future..huhu i felt like crying while writing the post like this.



Hopefully, one day i will read back this post and laugh together with you..that tym i will admit how silly i'm dun wanna
married bcoz afraid of being old and have responsible..haha



P/s:So,the day is tomorrow!!!I beg a thousand doa from yours..Hopefully
everything gonna be fine..aminnn