Obstacles:A challenge to become a better Muslim/Muslimah

Assalamualaikum~~



Hopefully everyone is fine and in good health and condition.Alhamdulillah we already went through a month of bless,a month with full of barakah which is Ramadhan Kareem.


Now we entering the Syawal.As for me i'm still not starting "puasa enam"..yeahh im fight with my energy and body to have a good starting point to fast during this month.Hopefully i can manage to fast before Syawal's end.InsyaAllah (as this entry keep in my draft too long alhamdulillah today i finish puasa 6 and now already turn to month of Zulhijjah)


Lately i lil bit of tym spending myself online coz i think i have no obsession towards a "fake life" anymore.I need a real life,a real life that you can spend a quality of time with your beloved one either your parents,family,friends or etc.However, i dun said that being online is totally wrong.It can be beneficial when we use it wisely such as knowing that ur frens will be married soon, A got a baby,B got engaged and etc ( why my example always surrounding with marriage?pardon me)



Actually the reason why i wrote this entry in this lovely saturday evening just because i want to share some thought after a very tragic episode happen to my best friends life.And of coz the identity will remain unknown.



Hmmm how to start??lemmee pause awhile..



This is a story about relationship.Yup a common relationship between boy & girl, man & woman that either we like it or not western called it as "couple".Actually couple is haram if both a still unmarried.


To make it short,my fren of my relationship are thru online,no meeting face to face like a real relationship.The best part is when the guy propose to marry her after doing a consistent isthikarah (pious type la ni).Thus,the girl do the same and after about one month she felt confident to say yes to that man.Then their relationship goes normal.However,in between time something happen.He even don't tell the gurl that actually his family already arrange a marriage to another girl in first place.He give false hope to her that now she trully fall in love to him and its ended like that.Very tragic story.



Thus moral of this story,don't give a false hope or in malay we called it "janji kosong" aka "cakap tak serupa bikin" to the one that love you.I admit i also made the same mistake before but i hope that the person will forgive me.If you cannot forgive me just pray for my happiness is enough.


To my dear fren,breaking up is painful but in positive perspective its give you challenge to be better muslim.Trust me because i also encounter this situation before. Rahmat from Allah is everywhere just we servant don't always look,seek and pray for Him.



P/s:i still learning and istiqamah to be a better muslim.Pray for me.Aamiinn

~Keep me in right track YA ALLAH~

Assalamuaalaikum~

I just wondering while i'm iron my attires just few hours ago..

They are some kind of people or we can called it a bunch of non-believers that always argue about our obligation as muslim and muslimah in this world..

Frankly speaking, i'm live in a country that called as "Islamic Country"

although actually we're not because some kind of issues

such as HUDUD cannot applied in this country.

What ever it's i felt so bad because they a people

or might i called them as unknown group think they are right

and want to argue about our obligations.

For example, the 5 pillar in Islam

one of them is "Praying" or in arabic we called it "Solah"

I'm not saying they are stupid but if u happen to counter this kind of situation

what might u say??!

Clueless right

so i give u example

Subuh prayer times around 6.30am and i were at airport

because i wanna catch the earliest flight at 7.30am.

I travel with non-muslim colleagues

thus i need to remind them that i need to take prayer before it's too late..

so while they took breakfast bout 6.40am

i said to them i wanna to pray first..

and guess what the HR said to me :

ARE YOU SURE U WANT TO PRAY??!

What type of question that he said to me exactly..

It's like he try to joke about my obligation to pray..

That time i just like to hit his head with a big stone and slap his face.

It's total ridiculous when someone question about ur religion obligation..i

t also applied to other religion also..We must respect others religion.

Always remind that Islam is the religion that we should follow because it's PERFECT!!

In fact, during the departure time both of

non-muslim colleagues might missed the flight because they still eat at food court..

But i'm not so cruel and still contact them to catch the flight during last call..

u can see from that Allah always bless me because i follow her order without hesitation

(i'm not praise myself here ok..dun get confused)

Another situation is while we're waiting to fetch one colleagues from the Kuah's Jetty..

While i told that i wanna pray..

He automatically said the time too short to take prayer..

what the big deals??

I just ignored and go to surau..

Although ur position higher than me

but when it's come to my compulsory obligation

i'll not follow ur order because

u're not d one that i shud afraid of..

And i have THE ONE that cannot compare to human beings

which is our creator

ALLAH S.W.T.

Actually there are many story

but i dun want to write because

when i write more i felt heartbroken..

So the conclusion is u must keep ur heart and mind to ALLAH

all the times because only HIM that we should come and go back..

May ALLAH keep our heart as purify as Islam religion..

Wassalam~

P/s:"(Mereka berdoa), Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau jadikan hati kami condong kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk. Kepada kami, dan kurniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi Engkau, kerana sesungguhnya Engkaulah Maha Pemberi (kurnia)"...(ali imran:8)

When it's time to shout "HEY YOU, DON'T CROSS THE LINE!!"

Assalamualaikum~

Hehe..kau pehal tym rembang ni nk menaip kemain..ttba tgn rasa gatal nk menaip..so terbukak lappy teron9 nk terbukak blog..so harus menulis..wokeh ni nk bercerita kejadian yg berlaku pg ahad yg lepas (emo ttba)

Ok la sempena my sis yg dtg dt utp ke kuantan yg indah ni..so harus treat dia ngn bwa kt tmpt2 yg best sekitar kuantan..actually byk lg tmpt nk tnjuk kt dia tp sbb masa yg sgt mencemburui kami xsemua tmpt dpt p dlm masa xsmpai 2 hari..so harini nk bercerita psl apa yg jd pg ahad tu je..

Memandangkn McD ada wt promosi kupon bli rm5 dpt percuma 2 set big breakfast without tea/coffee tu smpai 31hb ni (dh mcm promoter McD lak..hahaa)

So suna bg la kupon tu dia mls gler nk p..ajak la si kak ngah ni dlm kul 9 cmtu...adoi mak aiii ngis ak tgk bila mpai queue mcm ular sawa je..berbelit2 berlingkar..wuhuhu dlm ati rasa cm xsmpt je nk dpt turn..yela kul 11 abis la promo tu..hmm pttnya pas amik kak ngah kul 3 pg tu trus p McD tggu kul 4 bukak trus bli..ni x blk dulu ttdo blk smyg subuh smbung stdy sembang2 smpai kul 9 lebih bru gerak p McD TC..

Ok make it short, ak pn cri la queue yg plg pendek konon-kononnya la..hmmm beratur blkg auntie cina ni..ak xtau la satu fmly ke x ke kwn2 dia ke mm rmai la kaum cina kt line (racist la plak rasa)..ok tym ni ak leh trima lg tp bila bab lg 2,3 org nk smpai turn dorg ada plak auntie cina sebelah ni men potong line ak..bengkek la babe sapa xhangin org potong Q..tym ni ak sabar lg ak nk tggu tym part dia nk order ak nk sound la..kak ngah kt sebelah ckp sabar kakak sabar..owh ak bkn jins penyabar ye kwn2..ak ni kalau xpuas ati mmg sound direct kena btg hidung terus je..mmg la org ckp xelok cmtu tp dr mkn dlm ati bek ak bersuara trus at least hati ak puas

(haha ni perangai sebijik turun dr ibu)

Bila dh dkt ngn turn dorg ak pn stat la bising2 ckp kuat2 biar auntie tu rasa bersalah tp yg sakit hati tu dia boleh yg muka innocent cm tak rasa bersalah..line kiri kanan dah bergerak kami ni line tgh2 lgsg xbergerak setengah jam dr td..SAKIT ATI TAK??hmmm..dh tu smpai turn mk ck xsedar diri tu dia leh muka selamba nk guna 2 kupon..mana boleh sorg 1kupon je..tgk dr situ bengang gler ak..tym tu ak terus sound "dia ni potong Q dr td lg" kt cashier McD tu..cashier tu pn prsan sbb dia dh sound suh mk ck tu bratur tp dia degil gak..kafir tul la pmpn tu..dh tu p ajak geng cina dia tlg bli l 1 set..ak yg kt blkg ni bertambah la skt ati ...rasa nk lempang je muka dia ngn sepak kaki dia..nsb ada kak ngah tgh control ak..klu x lama dh kna pelempang ak ni...abg yg wt rmbut cm samurai ktk blkg kami siap sokong lg bila ak ckp pmpn tu potong line..haha cayalah bro mmg terbaik la..siap puji ak lg brani nk lwn cina tu..hahaha part plg best dia ingt ak adk kak ngah..hahahahahahahaha (kak ngah relax laj jgn stress nk wt cmne muka kakak mmg org salu ingt bdk2...wakakaa)

Hmm..sampai turn ktorg ada lg 5 min je b4 kul 11..sebab tgh bengang ngn auntie tu ak terslah beli set big breakfast for two yg harga rm 20..stressnya ak jd blur sbb bengang nyr psl..kat suna, jae and wani ak beli guna kupon yg dpt free tu..conclusionnya, ak kna byr rm20 bkn guna kupon free sbb ak duk fkr kna byr tuk kupon tu 2 set big bfst harga rm13.80.pdahal pttnya dpt free,,ni suma salah pmpn tu..so ak ni x la tamak kn ak bg gak la 2 keping kupon kt abg rmbut samurai ngn adk dia yg bljr kt uniten..gler ahh smbil beratur bengang2 pn smpt lg berborak...ni ak amik dr ayat abg tu dia ckp bila lg kita nk tlg komuniti melayu sendiri..hahha layankn jela..ak gelak thn perut dg dia buat lawak..mmg terbaik dr ladang la lauk dia..hahaha

Ok la tu jela nk cite..tuk misi membalas dendam hari rabu pg ak p wal gler dlm kul 6.30 cmtu bertolak dr hostel..mmg kaum cina gak la majoriti yg beratur..sakit ati je ak tgk..tp cian kt kak ngah xdpt merasa guna kupon tu..xpela yg penting ak treat dia mcm2 tym dia kt sini..xdela dia rasa abis duit dia tu tym kt sini..hahahaa

Sekian, kisah kali ni ptt letak dlm label "musibah" kn...wuhuhuu

p/s:Esok stat exam..wish me luck~Adios

Car's key missing??

Assalamualaikum ~

Alhamdulillah..finally my one and only lil' sis manage to come visited me here...luv u so much dear..hopefully she will arrive safely this morning..

So many things to talk about but i'll update when it's suitable time..

p/s:In depression mode...kunci keta yg skali ngn alarm n knci gear HILANG!!!Harap2 ada org terjumpa..but i always feel that it's not missing..still searching..wuhuuu

::Tsunami:The world had alarmed us again!!

Assalamualaikum~

When its come to Japan..i really concern much.i dunno why maybe because my old old granny have blood related type with Japanese ppl (that's weird coz the true fact is our blood related fmly linked with pp from Pakistan thru my mom side)

Yeah i know the Japanese had been attacked Malaya long time ago but still i respect their way of thinking as well as their up to date techno..even Msia cannot catch up with their sophisticated advanced techno & automobil..

What i'm trying to say is after I heard the news about tsunami attacked Japan..i was lil shocked.If i'm not mistaken it is the biggest tsunami attack in Japan with 8.9 scala ritcher..so scary if i'm facing that in from of my eyes..

AND

I just realized my cousin had been there for a month..i tot she did not go there during this time..Hopefully she will survive and always under Allah blessings..so ppl please pray Doa for ppl there...Despite u have relatives in there or not let's pray together for their safety.. because after all we a human although with different barrier in language, religion, skin tone or etc.

Finally, PEACE NO WAR!!!

::Watch the super attack of tsunami::

YouTube - Devastating tsunami hits Japan

p/s: Tsunami owh tsunami..plz go away~

Caca merba minggu ini...

Assalamualaikum~

Hmm..rasanya lama dh xupdate blog ni..hehe pdhal bru je bape ari xupdate..kih3h bajet cm lama sgt kn..huhu ok arini nk bercerita pasal kejadian yg berlaku harini..iskh3x such a long day ppl.huhu penat sgt (org len lg penat kot)

Ok memandangkan masa itu berharga baiklah mulakan penceritaan (jeng3x..background music lagu seram)..ok seperti biasa pg rabu mmg ada klinik..dlm kul 7.30 bru bertolak dr hostel..tp ntah nape pg ni redup je last2 bila ak dh stat keta hujan lebat..huhu ak ni bwa laju cm biasa la xsgka plak masa kt corner tu ada taxi rosak kt lane kanan..ak dh la bwa gear 5 tym tu mmg kecut gler la perut bila dh dkt bru prasan suma org nk ke lane kiri..huwaaaaaaaa mmg cuak gler la.dlm seinci lebih je kot keta ak nk cium bumper keta depan..dh la jln licin.

wt do u expect harus brek xmkn..tym tu duk sebut Allah je..huhu nervous sgt2..klu korg penah ada pengalaman cmtu tau la betapa rasa cm nk matinya..huhu dh 2x kali dh rasa cm nyawa kt hujung tnduk..huhu nsb smpt brek xlekat pn tayar bergerak ke earah len..nsb la lane kiri xda keta..klu x ak rasa sure nklama dh cium bontot keta tu..huhu msti p klinik lewat pastu kna bayar gnti rugi..arghhhh ak xnk fkr suma tu..pas kejadian ak bwa slow gler even hujan lebat.pastu kaki ak shivering tak sudah.tula sapa suh bwa keta laju2 tym ujan lebat.pdan muka kn..;'(

Alhamdulillah tak jd pape..smpi klinik ujan da berenti..syukur lg xprlu lari2 p msk bgunan hosp..kt klinik jmpa sorg pt kwn ak ni..menarik kes ni..mak dan ayah pekak dan bisu

(mute & deaf) tp anak boleh dpt normal hearing.menarik bukan??cuba fkr cmne bdk tu leh dr auditory stimulation even mak dan ayah cmtu..itu semua kuasa tuhan..syukurlah kita dilahirkan dengan perdengaran normal

Hmm..sebab nk p hearing screening hari sabtu ni terpaksa la dgr briefing kt klinik uia..huhu mls snanya nk blk hostel..ak amik keputusan xblk nk jln kt KP sorg2 (gler ah sedih ak ni)..Niat dr awal nk mkn kt pizza hut..huhu even duit jpa xmsk dh kempunan sgt dh.nsb la ada set lunch yg murah tu..ok la servis bgus kt sini..Fud pn cpt smpai plg best ak mkn spagethi xmkn pn pizza..Dh la mushroom soup..hihi bertuah tul ak..Sementara nk tggu kul 2 mkn la slow2..rasa cm sedih gak la gk org keliling mkn ngn geng..xpela nk wt cmna suma org sibuk aritu

Briefing abis dlm kul 3 lebih gak la..Cuma ak xpuas ati skit psl junior sekor ni mulut mmg rasa cm nk kena cabai je..Boleh dia ckp ngn kami yg senior 3 ketul ni..Sebenarnya xpayah ramai2 senior p screening..Wutta huh???mmg kurang ajar la..ak hampir nk buka suara nsb clasmate ak ckp..baik je bls..klu ak la tym tu jgak ak bls pedas2..biar dia tau sapa senior..bajet cm dorg bijak sgt pdhal exam clinic pn x pass..ada ati xnk bg senior supervised org..hye you, ak pn xhingin la nk supervised korg2 tu..sbb xda sapa nk p je ak offer diri p tau x..eeiii berangin je ak tym tu..

Hmm..blk hostel konon nk antar result research yg guna analysis len kt doc tp badan rasa penat giler..tdo pn xsmpat..bertabahlah!!!Hehe dlm penat gitu pn smpat lg p beratur nk daftar kursus kwin..dah la korg jgn nk gelak..amik je bkn ak nk kwin pn lg...dulu2 simpan niat nk p kursus kwin ngn bakal suami tp nmpk gaya p jela awl2 kot2 bkal suami dh amik awal dh..haha loser giler kau!!Main point tukar niat sbb xnk ganggu life masa keja yg xcukup rehat tym wknd..hehe :p

Ok la rasa cukup stakat ni...ak penat gler mggu ni mcm2 jd mcm2 kna fikir tuk thesis..owh next wk da nk kna present..nasib la dpt analyze dgn betul..klu x parah kna jwb nt..Semoga Allah permudahkan segalaNya..Amin~

p/s:Mggu ni suma kwn baik xda kt kuantan..sedih dowh bila duk sorg2 dgr mp3 nyanyi sorg2..huuuu :'(

Knock down again~~

In the name of Allah, the most Merciful~

Yesterday, something bad happen.I accidently knocked my head on the switch box.It's so painful till i cannot said much on how to describe the pain.Arghhh now i got bruises on the head as well as ear pain on the left..huhu tragedy might happen anywhere at anytime..It's my own fault cause does not look carefully at the switch box behind my back..

Luckily ear pain was gone today but still the bruises getting bigger and painful..Hopefully everything ok..

p/:It's the fourth times my head got knock down..huhu wt a life :'(

Aku, poster & saman (^_^)

Assalamualaikum~

Ini cerita minggu lepas tp tak sempat nk cerita sbb mggu lepas kn bz..

haha bz la sgt pdahal sibuk main game tak pun marathon tgk cte korea (huhu huduh sgt perangai tu).Eh2 tp siap jgak tau 5 subject data tuk research..

Hihi kira ok la tu dr kt umh lgsg xbergerak ak nk run data..

Ok..Alkisahnya begini (rinnggggg..bunyi loceng)!!!

Kejadian ini berlaku dua bulan lepas..haishh mmg rasa xpuas ati jgak la bila duk ungkit kisah ni..huhu tengahari tu ak ngn kwn2 ak p la kedai untuk print poster..location kedai tu ak tak ingt area mana tp jln tu ke arah tg lumpur..huhu 4 taun kau duk kuantan still xingt nama2 jln kn (loser habis di situ)..yg ak ingt bertentang ngn public bank..owh kawasan tu mmg la sush gler nk cri parking dah tu one way plak.klu kau salah msk jln mmg la jauh kau nk kna u turn.

Hmm,ak plak dh la xbiasa jln2 kt situ haruslah pusing 2, 3 kali bru la dpt petak parking.

Tu pn jenuh tggu...aaarghh

Ok..tanpa berfikir panjang trus la tuju kedai printing tu.Haaa..ni ak nk syorkn kedai printing yg plg murah kt kuantan kot.Bg ak la sbb ak duk survey kt kdai2 len mana nk dpt print poster presentation yg saiz A2 ngn harga bwh RM50.

Kedai yg dkt ngn uia ni pn letak harga smpai rm120 tuk size yg sama..Mak aii mau nk terkeluar biji mata..kasi la student price poyo je nk letak harga mahal2.Dah la kdai melayu mmg lgsg xnk tlg org melayu harga kecik darah cmtu.

Fine..kdai yg ak p ni tokey dia cina (see bangsa lain lg bgus..kenyataan racist plak). Tapi betul service dia tip top wa ckp sama lu..mana mau dpt kt kdai len kau nk tgk poster tu elok ke x after print..kt situ dia siap print black & white dulu dan tnya kita puas ati ke x ngn resolution pe ntah lg nama2 bnda alah yg ada kaitan ngn term tuk printing la gamaknya tu..

haha pastu kn dia siap nasihat lg mana2 part poster yg gmbr xbape nk cntik.dia suh tukar amik pic yg pixel lg besar so dats bila print pic tu x blur..waaa bgus la uncle tu..

dan yg plg bestnya poster tu boleh siap dlm masa sehari..owh kt kdai yg kecik darah tu amik masa 5 hari tau nk siap..smpai ak rasa nk bwa je poster yg uncle tu buat pastu p kt kdai kecik darah tu tunjuk kt dia betapa murah dan kualitinya poster tersebut!!!

(tp xbuat pn sbb kelam kabut nk present poster plak)

gmbr candid masa poster ppt.bersungguh muka explain kt doc psl cochlea siap lukis kt whiteboard lg..urghh

Owh dh hepi dpt print kt tmpt yg murah dan berkualiti..alih2 smpi kt tmpt parkg ada plak kertas saman mpk baik punya duk letak kt visor keta ak.owh demmit x pasal2 dpt surat saman pertama dr mpk (diulang yg PERTAMA ok sblum ni xpenah ak wt salah lg) bnci gler ak..trus tgk surat tu kesalahan sbb tak letak sticker tuk parkg..alaaa relax la mpk kot nk sman pn ak bru je p kdai tu xsmpai 10min.Dlm ati geram je nk konyok surat saman tu tp dpn kwn2 kang dorg kata ak emo (haha..mana taknyer stakat saman rm5 pn nk emo konyok2 kertas)

Kat saman tu dia tulis if bayar dlm masa smggu rm5 , if 2 mggu rm15 and if lebih dr tu rm15..haha ak amik keputusan xnk bayar (bkn xnk byr tp sbuk nk exm..gedik lg pdhal smpt je kau byr tiap kali kau mkn kt luar..hehe ni mls namanya).Lgpn kwn ckp relax la saman mpk bkn saman polis ko nk cuak2 g byr..So disebabkn kwn2 memberi kata2 perangsang smpai dua bulan la ak xbyr2 saman tersebut..Ak simpan saman yg ak konyok2 tu kt dashboard keta..Tak berani jgak kau nk buang kn..Haha dasar penakut mmg cmtu la..

Ak pn wt bodoh jela xnk bayar and finally surat saman mpk smpai kt umah. Mestilah sbb nama keta guna nama ayah mmg la surat smpai rumah..Mcm apa je bila ayah baca blk ayat2 dlm surat tu kt ak guna skype..arghhh ak rasa cm nk bakar je pondok mpk..saje nk amik duit ak..Saman yg kna byr rm15 je pn smpai nk bakar2 ape masalah kau ni noni???hehe besala overreacting skit..

So mggu lepas trus la p byr..bersungguh letak siap2 duit rm15 ngn saman yg dikonyok tym nk byr tu..ni haa perbualan singkat kami:-

Kak mpk: rm5 je dik (smbil tekan mesin surat sman)

ak : eh sy silap dgr ke??dlm surat saman tulis rm15

Kak mpk: owh..mggu ni ada diskaun smpai jumaat dik sbb tu murah skit

ak : owh yeke..hehe (smbil senyum senget dlm ati ckp waa xsia2 ak byr arini).Kak kalau kwn sy ada sman rm100 jd bape kak?? (merujuk kepada yati yg pesan tlg tnyakan sman yg setahun dh xbyr)

Kak mpk: RM20 je dik!! (ckp ngn nada yg yg lembut gler, sayu je dgr)

ak :*mulut ternganga* (speechless)

Hehe..pastu apa lg trus la ak ckp kt yati dan dia trus byr saman yg dh berkurun tak bayar tu..hihi kiranya dh setel dh masalah sman dgn mpk..tak sgka btl jd murah cmtu..ak ni kira mmg xda beza sgt la tp si yati tu jauh gler kot dr rm100 jd rm20.Save rm80 dh kat situ..

Hmm..moralnya di sini klu kt kuantan don't park a car without sticker. Kalau buat jgak terima la surat saman dr mpk.Klau xbyr trus surat tu akan smpai rumah.Gigih sgt org2 mpk ni cari duit kn.hihi lg 1 rezeki ada kt mana2.Antara mls ngn rjin je..Mcm org mpk jgak dorg rjin cari kesalahan org sbb tu la dorg byk duit (haha..mcm kiasan xbpe nk sesuai je)

p/s:Yes ak berjaya promote kdai printing tu kt supervisor ak..and yg plg best poster yg ak tlg doc ak siapkn tuk 1 conference kt kl tu menang "The Best Poster Award" (wahh ttba bgga plak..hihi) :P

The missin' Nike's shoes..

What u feel when u wake up in the morning & juz realized that ur fav shoes missing on ur shoes rack??

To me it's really disturbin my feeling on dat day..How cud my fav shoes missin??If sumbody want to borrow it juz tell me n i can lend it to u..But in diz case it is missin not my fault of misplaced it..Yesterday i wore it and now it really gone.I'm still searching evrywhere and pray that 1 day the thief will give back my shoes..Huhu

I miss my Nike's shoes ='(

p/s:ade hikmah kot kasut tu hilang..Mybe pasni dpt kasut yg lg mahal (tp perasaan terkilan still ade sbb tu one of my fav shoes)

Ujian

Somethin happen 5 months before.My mom's foot got broken due to small accident at our restaurant..She undergone minor operation and took about 2 months to recover. The luck was i'm at home during the accident.Thus, i took my dad place to look after my mom when mom in the ward.. Hmmm..first time ever i stayed at hospital for 5 days..

p/s:I hate hospital so much..but i have to deal with it..huh so difficult (@_@)